Whatif I just spent the last hour pouring my heart out to my online diary. Allowing myself to be absolutely vulnerable, only to find again, that an unexpected error has completely erased everything I just typed? What am I supposed to make of that? Was what I shared not meant to be "out there?" Are blogs not meant to be about reality? Just fluffy stuff about font being too small? These blogs go through just fine...but not the heart stuff. I'm glad Jesus heard it all. Thanks for listening Jesus...now can I go to sleep?

So, what if....you write a pretty decent first blog, about real life friendships, and on line blog relationships, and time management, and all that stuff, and you click publish, and then an error message shows up and says it lost the whole thing...what then?? Do you try to do a reproduction of some pretty good stuff, or do you just sigh and say this is one of those whatifs that keep me from blogging??

It's my opinion that most blog sites have too small of print, so I'm trying a larger print. I'm very distracted right now, so that'll be all for now.